My love, I hope this message finds you in peace, with your heart open enough to receive what I’m about to share. I’ve been carrying this weight for a little while now, and I can’t keep it bottled up any longer. I came to you today with a smile on my face, trying to maintain the warmth and affection that has always been there between us. But behind that smile is a heart quietly aching. There’s a storm of emotions swirling inside me—confusion, sadness, and even a little anger. I’ve always tried to be strong, to believe in us no matter what, but lately, it’s been harder to silence the doubts creeping in.
What’s been hurting me the most is the feeling that maybe I don’t hold the same place in your heart as you do in mine. I’ve heard things—felt things—that make me wonder if your intentions are as genuine as I believed. The thought that all of this might be just a game to you is something I never wanted to entertain. We’ve shared moments I thought were real—raw and honest. From the little jokes to the deep conversations, I believed in the connection we were building. That’s why it hurts so much to feel like I may have misread it all, like I might have loved more deeply than I was being loved in return.
Even the little things, like you not wishing me a “Happy New Month,” which may seem small to some, meant so much to me. It’s not about the words themselves—it’s about knowing I’m in your thoughts, that you still care. Those little gestures used to reassure me, but their absence now echoes louder than silence. I’ve tried so hard to keep the hope alive, to stay patient, to believe that perhaps this was just a rough patch. But with each day that passes, I feel myself slowly reaching a breaking point. Love shouldn’t feel like I’m the only one holding on.
Despite the pain and disappointment I feel, I want you to know that I still believe in forgiveness and in the strength of love, if it’s real. I don’t hold grudges. If there have been misunderstandings, if we’ve lost our way somewhere along the line, I’m willing to talk, to heal, to rebuild. But I need honesty from you—I need to know if you still see a future for us. If you're genuinely ready to sit down with me, to speak about where we are heading, and whether marriage or a life together is something you truly envision, I want to hear that from you. My heart is still open to you—but it can’t wait in uncertainty forever.
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